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class="verse">For when we think of mankind’s evil chance 
Does not our private grief gain temperance? 
Unhappy mother14 (if ’tis evil hap 
We blame when caught in our own folly’s trap) 
Where are thy sons and daughters, seven each, 
The joyful cause of thy too boastful speech? 
I see their fourteen stones, and thou, alas, 
Who from thy misery wouldst gladly pass 
To death, dost kiss the tombs, O wretched one, 
Where lies thy fruit so cruelly undone. 
Thus blossoms fall where some keen sickle passes 
And so, when rain doth level them, green grasses. 
What hope canst thou yet harbor in thee? Why 
Dost thou not drive thy sorrow hence and die? 
And thy swift arrows, Phoebus15, what do they? 
And thine unerring bow, Diana16? Slay 
Her, ye avenging gods, if not in rage, 
Then out of pity for her desolate age. 
A punishment for pride before unknown 
Hath fallen: Niobe is turned to stone, 
And borne in whirlwind arms o’er seas and lands, 
On Sipylus17 in deathless marble stands. 
Yet from her living wounds a crystal fountain 
Of tears flows through the rock and down the mountain, 
Whence beast and bird may drink; but she, in chains, 
Fixed in the path of all the winds remains. 
This tomb holds naught, this woman hath no tomb: 
To be both grave and body is her doom. 
 
Lament XVI
Misfortune hath constrainèd me 
To leave the lute and poetry, 
Nor can I from their easing borrow 
Sleep for my sorrow. 
 
Do I see true, or hath a dream 
Flown forth from ivory gates to gleam 
In phantom gold, before forsaking 
Its poor cheat, waking? 
 
Oh, mad, mistaken humankind, 
’Tis easy triumph for the mind 
While yet no ill adventure strikes us 
And naught mislikes us. 
 
In plenty we praise poverty, 
’Mid pleasures we hold grief to be 
(And even death, ere it shall stifle 
Our breath) a trifle. 
 
But when the grudging spinner scants 
Her thread and fate no surcease grants 
From grief most deep and need most wearing, 
Less calm our bearing. 
 
Ah, Tully18, thou didst flee from Rome 
With weeping, who didst say his home 
The wise man found in any station, 
In any nation. 
 
And why dost mourn thy daughter so 
When thou hast said the only woe 
That man need dread is base dishonor ? — 
Why sorrow on her? 
 
Death, thou hast said, can terrify 
The godless man alone. Then why 
So loth, the pay for boldness giving, 
To leave off living? 
 
Thy words, that have persuaded men, 
Persuade not thee, angelic pen; 
Disaster findeth thy defenses, 
Like mine, pretenses. 
 
Soft stone is man: he takes the lines 
That Fortune’s cutting tool designs. 
To press the wounds wherewith she graves us, 
Racks us or saves us? 
 
Time, father of forgetfulness 
So longed for now in my distress, 
Since wisdom nor the saints can steel me, 
Oh, do thou heal me! 
 
Lament XVII
God hath laid his hand on me: 
He hath taken all my glee, 
And my spirit’s emptied cup 
Soon must give its life-blood up. 
 
If the sun doth wake and rise, 
If it sink in gilded skies, 
All alike my heart doth ache, 
Comfort it can never take. 
 
From my eyelids there do flow 
Tears, and I must weep e’en so 
Ever, ever. Lord of Light, 
Who can hide him from thy sight! 
 
Though we shun the stormy sea, 
Though from war’s affray we flee, 
Yet misfortune shows her face 
Howsoe’er concealed our place. 
 
Mine a life so far from fame 
Few there were could know my name; 
Evil hap and jealousy 
Had no way of harming me. 
 
But the Lord, who doth disdain 
Flimsy safeguards raised by man, 
Struck a blow more swift and sure 
In that I was more secure. 
 
Poor philosophy, so late 
Of its power wont to prate, 
Showeth its incompetence 
Now that joy proceedeth hence. 
 
Sometimes still it strives to prove 
Heavy care it can remove; 
But its little weight doth fail 
To raise sorrow in the scale. 
 
Idle is the foolish claim 
Harm can have another name: 
He who laughs when he is sad, 
I should say was only mad. 
 
Him who tries to prove our tears 
Trifles, I will lend mine ears; 
But my sorrow he thereby 
Doth not check, but magnify.  
 
Choice I have none, I must needs 
Weep if all my spirit bleeds. 
Calling it a graceless part 
Only stabs anew my heart. 
 
All such medicine, dear Lord, 
Is another, sharper sword. 
Who my healing would insure 
Will seek out a gentler cure. 
 
Let my tears prolong their flow. 
Wisdom, I most truly know, 
Hath no power to console: 
Only God can make me whole. 
 
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Lament XVIII
We are thy thankless children, gracious Lord. 
The good thou dost afford 
Lightly do we employ, 
All careless of the one who giveth joy. 
 
We heed not him from whom delights do flow. 
Until they fade and go 
We take no thought to render 
That gratitude we owe the bounteous sender. 
 
Yet keep us in thy care. Let not our pride 
Cause thee, dear God, to hide 
The glory of thy beauty: 
Chasten us till we shall recall our duty. 
 
Yet punish us as with a father’s hand. 
We mites, cannot withstand 
Thine anger; we are snow, 
Thy wrath, the sun that melts us in its glow. 
 
Make us not perish thus, eternal God, 
From thy too heavy rod. 
Recall that thy disdain 
Alone doth give thy children bitter pain. 
 
Yet I do know thy mercy doth abound 
While yet the spheres turn round, 
And thou wilt never cast 
Without the man who humbles him at last. 
 
Though great and many my transgressions are, 
Thy goodness greater far 
Than mine iniquity: 
Lord, manifest thy mercy unto me! 
 
Lament XIX The Dream
Long through the night hours sorrow was my guest 
And would not let my fainting body rest, 
Till just ere dawn from out its slow dominions 
Flew sleep to wrap me in its dear dusk pinions. 
And then it was my mother did appear 
Before mine eyes in vision doubly dear; 
For in her arms she held my darling one, 
My Ursula, just as she used to run 
To me at dawn to say her morning prayer, 
In her white nightgown, with her curling hair 
Framing her rosy face, her eyes about 
To laugh, like flowers only halfway out. 
«Art thou still sorrowing, my son?» Thus spoke 
My mother. Sighing bitterly, I woke, 
Or seemed to wake, and heard her say once more: 
«It is thy weeping brings me to this shore: 
Thy lamentations, long uncomforted, 
Have reached the hidden chambers of the dead, 
Till I have come to grant thee some small grace 
And let thee gaze upon thy daughter’s face, 
That it may calm thy heart in some degree 
And check the grief that imperceptibly 
Doth gnaw away thy health and leave thee sick, 
Like fire that turns to ashes a dry wick. 
Dost thou believe the dead have perished quite, 
Their sun gone down in an eternal night? 
Ah no, we have a being far more splendid 
Now that our bodies’ coarser claims are ended. 
Though dust returns to dust, the spirit, given 
A life eternal, must go back to heaven, 
And little Ursula hath not gone out 
Forever like a torch. Nay, cease thy doubt, 
For I have brought her hither in the guise 
She used to wear before thy mortal eyes, 
Though mid the deathless angels, brighter far 
She shineth as the lovely morning star; 
And still she offers up her prayers for you 
As here on earth, when yet no words she knew. 
If herefrom Springs thy sorrow, that her years 
Were broken off before all that endears 
A life on earth to mortals she might prove — 
Yet think how empty the delights that move 
The minds of men, delights that must give place 
At last to sorrow, as in thine own case. 
Did then thy little girl such joy confer 
That all the comfort thou didst find in her 
Could parallel thine anguish of today? 
Thou canst not answer otherwise than nay. 
Then fret not that so early death has come 
To what was dearest thee in Christendom. 
She did not leave a land of much delight, 
But one of toil and grief and evil blight 
So plenteous, that all which men can hold 
Of their so transitory blessings, gold, 
Must lose its value through this base alloy, 
This knowledge of the grief that follows joy. 
«Why do we weep, great God? That with her dower 
She bought herself no lord, that she might cower 
Before upbraidings from her husband’s kin? 
That she knew not the pangs that usher in 
The newborn child? And that she could not know, 
Like her poor mother, if more racking woe 
It were to bear or bury them? Ah, meet 
Are such delights to make the world more sweet! 
But heaven hath purer, surer happiness, 
Free from all intermingling of distress. 
Care rules not here and here we know not toil, 
Misfortune and disaster do not spoil. 
Here sickness can not enter nor old age, 
And death, tear-nourished, hath no pasturage. 
We live a life of endless joy that brings 
Good thoughts; we know the causes of all things. 
The sun shines on forever here, its light 
Unconquered by impenetrable night; 
And the Creator in his majesty 
Invisible to mortals, we may see. 
Then turn thy meditations hither, towards 
This changeless gladness and these rich rewards. 
Thou know’st the world, what love of it can do: 
Found thou thine efforts on a base more true. 
Thy little girl hath chosen well her part, 
Thou may’st believe, as one about to start 
For the first time upon the stormy sea, 
Beholding there great flux and jeopardy, 
Returneth to the shore; while those that raise 
Their sails, the wind or some blind crag betrays, 
And this one dies from hunger, that from cold: 
Scarce one escapes the perils manifold. 
So she, who, though her years should have surpassed 
That ancient Sybil, must have died at last, 
Preferred that ending to anticipate 
Before she knew the ills of man’s estate. 
For some are left without their parents’ care, 
To know how sore an orphan’s lot to bear; 
One girl must marry headlong, and then rue 
Her dower given up to God knows who; 
Some maids are seized by their own countrymen, 
Others, made captive by the Tatar clan 
And held thus in a pagan, shameful thrall, 
Must drink their tears till death comes ending all. 
«But this thy little child need fear no more, 
Who, taken early up to heaven’s door, 
Could walk all glad and shining-pure within, 
Her soul still innocent of earthly sin. 
Doubt not, my son, that all is well with her, 
And let not sorrow be thy conqueror. 
Reason and self-command are precious still 
And yielding all to blighted hope is ill. 
Be in this matter thine own lord, although 
Thy longed-for happiness thou must forego. 
For man is born exposed to circumstance, 
To be the target of all evil chance, 
And if we like it or we
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